Okay, so I was dating this guy name Cody. Well, I ended up getting really close to him and I got alot of feelings towards him. Well, he said that he loves me right well if thats true then why does he dump me. His reason he gave me is that 'he's missing something and he doesnt know wat it is. N that he doesnt want to do something stupid to hurt me.' So, I agreed to be Close Friends. Well, it breaks my heart to be apart from him but it would destroy me if we're not friends. So, we've been friends for awhile. N now there is another obstacle in our way stoping us from getting back together. Ppl are starting to call him a cheater n I dont believe that its true. He says that its not and in my heart I believe him.
I told him that he needs not to care wat ppl say but for some reason its bothering him. N I hate it how there keeps being obstacles in our way thats stopping us from going out. N it breaks my heart. N Im trying to stay true to him. But right now Im starting to get comfortable in the FriendZone. N Im starting to think that he's just making up these problems to stop us from going out cause I think that he doesnt want to go out n Im starting to get used to being his friend.
N U Know What? Im thinking about going out with someone else cause I am done waiting for him. If he really loves me like he says he'd be with me but no he's not. So U KNOW WAT?! Im going to go out with somebody else cause Im done waiting for him. I try to go by the saying *LOVE CONQUERS ALL* Well my love for him is trying but his love for me is not. N Im beginning to think that he doesnt really love me. N Im alright with it cause hes not going to have me waiting for him like a lap dog. NO!!! Im going out and Im going to meet someone else that well love me back n not give me so much heart ache.
Listening to: Dont go Breaking My heart
Reading: Black Hills
Eating: My Lost Love
Drinking: The pain of love gone